That particular thing was just not right for you, no need to brood over it. BUCKLE UP! Go ahead and make a choice for yourself, Try... Try walking on a new ROAD.
"Be fanatically positive and militantly optimistic. If something is not to your liking,change your liking." Rick Steves
Yes, it's a Never ending process now you have to go through. Your thoughts will result in a multiplied effect.
Thoughts become words, words becoming actions and actions become your values, behavior and DESTINY! Shape your destiny and work for it carefully!